tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15492396.post115464657411802613..comments2023-09-17T08:25:55.536-05:00Comments on hypgnosys: pain.Dr.Alistairhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03308832220555479141noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15492396.post-1155468782452013272006-08-13T06:33:00.000-05:002006-08-13T06:33:00.000-05:00the answers are inside us all if we dare to look.n...the answers are inside us all if we dare to look.<BR/>no guts, no glory..........mental tools, metal tools.....yeah, whatever.<BR/>facing the pain of all the other episodes is what has got me through all the anguish. being able to realise where this all started and begining to release those feelings.<BR/>that`s where the authenticity lies.Dr.Alistairhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03308832220555479141noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15492396.post-1155421353090978962006-08-12T17:22:00.000-05:002006-08-12T17:22:00.000-05:00this has been the greatest test of my enlightenmen...this has been the greatest test of my enlightenment. the look in her eyes when she looks at me set my soul on fire. i recognised myself in that. how much i love myself. but here`s the problem. i am just out of a long difficult relationship with and i don`t want to go right from the fryiing pan and into the fire......and take someone who i care about with me.<BR/>we all need time to grow into recognising and loving ourselves. first. i will see my friend at the coffee shop but i have to just let it slip gently away for now............and if it persists then.......we`ll see.<BR/>and i have learned to accept that the pain was my reaction to all the rejection that i`ve experience over the years and the attempts i`ve made to have relationships with unavailable women.Dr.Alistairhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03308832220555479141noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15492396.post-1154693495508799302006-08-04T07:11:00.000-05:002006-08-04T07:11:00.000-05:00as long as it helpsas long as it helpsAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15492396.post-1154690254073191852006-08-04T06:17:00.000-05:002006-08-04T06:17:00.000-05:00well, yes, i suppose there is. i am lucky in that ...well, yes, i suppose there is. i am lucky in that these feelings haven`t consumed my life and made me reckless. i haven`t damaged or dishonoured her or myself and i know that over time i will stop having the pain. right now it`s tough though. i am grateful to have some strong metal tools to help me cope.................Dr.Alistairhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03308832220555479141noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15492396.post-1154678909926906012006-08-04T03:08:00.000-05:002006-08-04T03:08:00.000-05:00you mentioned cold turkey. well there is more to i...you mentioned cold turkey. well there is more to it than you know.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com