Saturday, April 12, 2008

the universe.

i got off my game and started doubting the universe and it got right back to proving it`s self to me in it`s same old staggering and beautiful way.

and what`s even more amazing is that it included me even though i got fearful and full of doubt.

challenges, lessons and new chances at the realisation that this is all on purpose and i just have to remember to allow myself to flow along resonating with the perfection.

the same messageboards and numbers and co-incedances of perfect timing have been happening and the people saying the right thing at the right time to snap my head around and wake me up, just as the pain and fear tried to drag me down and away from the glory.

and the dream last night.....well actually this morning, of the four dogs sitting on a blanket......meaningless to those who haven`t been this way recently, but to the three others who have been in this with me from the beginning, it is all blindingly clear.

we are precisely and perfectly on the pathway.

fuckin` a.......

and now we return you to regularly sceduled programs.


Ricardo said...

Sounds like it's all falling in to place and I'm glad it is. It's better than all the shit going wrong.

dr.alistair said...

well, the shit going wrong is part of it falling into place.

you have to accept all of it, otherwise it`s going to continue to hurt.

that`s why people hold onto the past and can`t move on and actually be happy now.

Ricardo said...

You're right.

dr.alistair said...

thanks ricardo. you have read this blog long enough to know that i`ve been writing about this stuff for years.

i just forgot my own juju for a moment or two and a thief slipped in and tried to run off with what i valued most.

and i allowed it.

i will be digging through my archives in the next while to get back to my essense and re-install the magic.


X. Dell said...

I'm hoping this is your regularly scheduled program. The stars can align with us every now and then.

dr.alistair said...

i will make a concerted effort to post more often here.

i got lost in march.

i don`t remember it except flashes of things that i must let go.

come the warmth of may i will be a new man and focus on which will drive my ships to new lands.......

Anonymous said...

Like the hills and valleys we journey on in life, like a roller coaster sometimes, the universe brings us to forks in the road and we just don't know which way to turn sometimes. Accept the roadblocks, follow your heart and keep the positive energy flowing. You may find yourself standing in the right place.
Keep the faith***

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dr.alistair said...

interesting posts at a rather co-incedental time.

keep the faith.

i will.

you say it like you think i haven`t.

dr.alistair said...

A very good friend of mine
Told me something the other day
I'd like to pass it on to you,
Cause I believe what he said to be true
He said:
(CHORUS) We're here for a good time
Not a long time (not a long time)
So have a good time
The sun can't shine everyday
And the sun is shinin,
In this rainy city,
And the sun is shinin,
Ooh isn't a pity?
That every year has it's share of tears,
Every now and then it's gotta rain
And the sun is shinin,
In this rainy city,
And the sun is shinin,
Ooh isn't a pity?
That every year has it's share of tears,
Every now and then it's gotta rain.


well, the tears do fall like rain, but they clense like nothing else i know.

what are we doing but moving forward to whatever will be?

and we are always standing in the right place......

dr.alistair said...

....and a dear friend said to me once that nothing lasts forever.....because she knew something i didn`t.

but some things do last forever.

some things are unbreakable.