harlequin-trickster.

more on the harlequin.

the coincedance of the harlequin was profound today. the person involved might be aware of what happened but suffice to say i will be meditating on this for a while.

enigmatic?

no apologies.

i just need to really evaluate what is going on here.

lucky man.

stairway to heaven was written and performed by led zeppelin in the 1970`s.

i first learned to play the piece in the latter part of the decade and have loved to play it ever since.

today i had the honour of showing my oldest boy the first few chords of the tune and he is now playing it through.

i am grateful for this miracle in so many ways.

harlequin?

does anyone have a comment about harlequins?

all will not be revealed.

waking up your spirit.

well, have you ever noticed that some moments are more real than others?

there are times when the colours are brighter and the sounds are clearer and things just feel better to the touch.....

and the coffee is particularly good.

and you can make clear decisions that lead to positive outcomes.

it is those moments when you are open to your divine spark.

the essence of being alive.

these moments are fleeting and rare and when they come it is a blessing.............

be ready when the next one comes.

prepare out of confidence and absolute certainty.

set a place at your table for the visit from the spirit.

and know that it is within you always.

an observation.

i noticed that my shinystat visits and pageviews have mirrored my internal state fairly accurately over the last few weeks.

today was one filled with working my way back to being present in the now..............

i need to do more meditation, but i noticed my hits and pageviews were up subsatantially as a result.

assume.

kb made a comment about assuming that struck a chord with me.

the core of my work as a therapist is knowing that the people that come to me for help know what they are experiencing.

i don`t.

i have no clue until they begin to get comfortable enough to begin to tell me what is going on.

i get some clues early on about how they do what they do, but if i assumed from the begining that they should go into box a or box b, then i would stop listening for what they had to say and fail to get to the bit about helping them.

i saw a great name for a high school the other day.

assumption.

every day for years those students have to eat, sleep and drink that word in as they grow and learn.

love catholics.........

yeah baby.

what’s that einstein quote? something about how you can’t solve a problem with the same type of thinking that created the problem in the first place.

tell that to the bureaucrats.......

so, who hires the problem solvers then?

ok so........

do we reveal too much about ourselves here?

i have been on an on-line dating site since thursday of last week and have been quite overhelmed in many ways by the sheer volume of hits on my profile.

from an ego standpoint it is good for strokes but one realises quickly that most of these people aren`t interested in dates so much as the stroking of contact and e-mails and instant messaging and so on that i don`t have time for.

i want to meet a real woman for the normal reasons.

otherwise the fish can stay in the sea.

there are many types of people who get involved in games.

winners, losers and those who just like to be in the game.

i have to conclude that the majority of those people posting pictures are merely just wanting to be in the game.

sir winston..........

.................keeps an eye out for breaks in form as the iron flys.

two things i miss, and one that i don`t.

my cat, spirit.......my painting of the blue squares, and the thing i don`t miss............. the cherrywood floors in the house that i renovated so that my ex could sell it out from under me.

infinity.

seems impossible, but it`s exactly how things are.

always.

this shit makes me smile.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070224/ap_on_re_us/jesus_chant

kids will be kids.......

it wasn`t entirely the jews fault though.

the romans helped.

i`m still laughing.

as bill would say, silly monkeys.

resonance.

we are energy.

energy is, for want of a better way to describe it, emotion in motion.

we feel that which is energetic and we repond in kind.

this can be heaven or this can be hell.

so we are this bundle of emotion rocketing along at the speed of light......and let`s not fool ourselves in to thinking that we aren`t going that fast.......because i can prove it.

and so when things happen, they happen that fast.

186,000 miles per second.

indistinguishable from instant.

it is the human meat-mind that slows things down into words.

bam!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070223/ap_on_re_la_am_ca/costa_rica_tourist_mugging

it`ll be interesting to see how this guy is recieved when he returns home, and who will photo-op him first.

ego.

interesting thing i learned this week.

my ego can be distracted.

quite easily actually.

i signed up for an on-line dating service and women have been checking out the picture and my comments.

it has made me feel much better about the escapade of this time last week.

it makes me realise the whole thing was ego-play.

a woman from my past stroked my ego and it took over.

i don`t blame her.

she did me a favour.

i learned something about myself and what i can do now.

and now that my ego is distracted from the last thing and is entertained over on the dating site, we can go back to talking about other bullshit.......

so where was i?

george carlin had a list....

.......of words you can`t say on tv.

here`s a thought. which words do you find objectionable?

which words wouldn`t you want coming out of your mother`s mouth?

your kids?

or do you care?

if you don`t know george`s list by heart, then use your imagination.

screrotum.........

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070222/ap_en_ot/books_the__s__word

sometimes you just gotta laugh.

in the next few days...

in the next few days this blog will see it`s six thousandth visitor and ten thousandth page view, according to the shinystat plug-in that is represented by the map with all the red dots on it on the top left-hand side of the blog.

those red dots are you guys checking out the ups and downs of the hypgnosys experience.

i want to thank everyone who has visited here and returned to read further and comment, and of course those who just choose to read.

you have made this blogger`s life a richer experience by far.

so what have i learned from all this?

that humanity has a chance if we fight on a blog more often and less in the meat world.

i used to think that the blogger`s life was one of sitting in front of a screen in a dark room alone without actual personal contact.

now i`m convinced of the fact.

it takes real balls and a thick skin to deal with the fragility of the human condition face to face and i keep getting bloody noses as a result.

but i won`t ever stop the meat world adventures because i`m a stubborn prick with a mean streak that keeps me answering the bell......

but i`m seeing more and more positives in this form of stroking.

today i signed up for an on-line dating service called plenty of fish.

i never though i would and i never thought it would help me much.

thanks al.

i spent an hour there tonight looking at faces and reading profiles of people who are similar to me in many regards.

maybe i will contact one or two in the coming days.

but i noticed one thing that i wasn`t expecting.

the shit feelings that the week-end left me with have almost completely gone.

for that i`m so very grateful.

couldn`t be........

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070222/sc_nm/chimps_hunting_dc

i love the apologies the scientist make for the hunting behaviour.......

we need meat to feed our brains.

the word vegitarian means shitty hunter.

"hmm, this doesn`t fit the existing data.....it must be wrong"