sometimes the only way you realise that you are free is in retrospect.
looking back on the last few months i realise that i had been living like a large animal in a restrictively small cage.
the last few months have been a sort of coming to grips with the fact that the cage door is in fact wide open and that i`m free go and do whatever i wish.
anything at all.
in retrospect i realise that i have actually been having fun. i am involved in serious creative projects, i`m reconciling a seperation pretty much as planned and i get to see my children happy and relaxed, glad to see thier father.
so all of what i have written about on this blog for the last year and a half is coming home to roost.
i can live with that.