the consistant thing in your life.

have you ever thought about what the most consistant thing in your life is?
any ideas?
i have meditated on this many times. i think about friends, family, memories of events and people, things i have done and acquired.
but then, just moments ago, i realised that the most consistant thing in my life is me.
simple........
o.k. so what does this mean?
it means that i`ve shaped my life........or allowed other influences to shape my life.
so here we are. on the edge..............looking out into the great unknown.
making our reality what we decide.
the things that we hold in our vision longest become reality.
this blog has been, from it`s inception, an evocation of my new reality.
the love and confidence and understanding that i have talked about here has arrived and surrounds me in so many ways.
it had stirred up the muddy bottom of this river that is my life and clouded my view of things..............and i accept that as the burning down of the old ways.
like the phoenix.
and from the ashes i will emerge into the next phase of my life.