in the last few hours i have had this odd sensation begin.
i feel a sort of shifting of feeling, from desperation and pain to a sort of calm.
i find it hard to explain.
i got pissed off a few hours ago after a good work-out at the gym with some extra heavy weight.
jump-starting the heart is effective at times.
unfortunately i bit the head off one of the girls at starbucks as a result.
she was ok after i apologised though.
the resulting calm has allowed me to let a few hours go by and not call nancy.
what has happened as a result is the realisation that i don`t need to be treated that way.
this realisation has shored up my resolve to get on with things after being pretty much useless the last 24 hours.
i owe you guys another round of gratitude for your consistant support and advice.
don`t let it go to your heads.
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