i met a girl some months ago and my heart healed instantly from the pain of a failing relationship. i took our meeting as a gift from the universe and i never expected to see her again after that night. i didn`t know her name or anything and after a two hour conversation about everything and nothing all at the same time i rode off into the night, unattached and blissfully happy.
i have seen her a few times since and each time we have had this spark that has my heart lifted high, yet each time i leave without her number.
this last time she asked me to come with her and her friends for a drink and i politely and honestly turned her down, much to her disappointment.
i know that all that i am involved in with the end of a 14 year relationship and the legal battle that is preparing to ensue is not what a girl half my age needs in her life and so my heart is heavy with that. i need to tell her my feelings and give her the chance to understand.
she looks at me with such intensity and i know what she`s saying.
life is a bitch sometimes.........yet even so, so unutterably beautiful.
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- Dr.Alistair
- My name is Alistair Kinnear. I am a Certified Hypnotherapist, NLP Practitioner and Life Coach, and I am working on my Doctorate in Divinity. I work in helping people to change behaviour and I like to think that I am waking up their spirit in the process.
4 comments:
Take a chance.
Why not try to keep her away from the "battle" if she seems to be uncomfortable with it. You never know she may see you as a noble and honourable warrior in that battle if you conduct yourself that way.
I wish you well.
thanks for your kind words. i cannot make any criticism of your suggestion as i believe it is made out of the same honour and nobility as your comment. i am sure that i will see that woman again and hope that i can make my feelings clear. she has the right to be able to make her own mind up about the situation also.........
well yes. that first meeting was two months ago and i rode home in heaven. all i could see was the smile on her face as i rode off. that look washed away years of weight.
what i have created is so beautiful.
i am stunned.
i asked for beauty, didn`t i?
in all that i`ve written.
the timing.
wow.
yes, i will continue to move forward into the new reality. we don`t really have any choice anyway..........
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